Monday, October 24, 2011

Letting u fly is the hardest thing 4 me...


ASSALAMUALAIKUM..
Now, once again.. I look back at my past relationships to remember the gud times n the bad times n remind myself of the lessons they have taught me... I wasn’t doing much at the time, and when u stumble along something that has been brought to u... u have to deal with it... it felt like it had been written for me... I know it wasn’t (I’m not crazy) but it did speak to me on a very personal level given the recent circumstances... I’ve been doing a whole lot better.. but the heart takes it’s time to heal.....


“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul….
And you learn that love does not mean leaning….
And that presents are not promises…
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child…
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans…
And futures have a way of falling through.
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns.
So…plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you happiness….
And you learn that you really can endure…
And that you really are strong…
And you really do have worth…
And you learn and you learn, with every goodbye you learn.”

Nobody ever said love was easy.. It takes a lot of effort on both parts to make a relationship work n last... It has a lot of give n take.. It’s not that we didn’t try because I know we did... We just kept coming back to the same place n it was getting us nowhere....

It doesn’t specifically have to be with a relationship.. friendships can also be count... Friends can always let you down as much n sometimes even more than a lover... You never expect a friend to let you down.. but there is one person you never think about letting you down... That person would be yourself.. and this is probably the one that hurts the most of them all... In the end, if you have let yourself down.. you have to get past it n become stronger in the end... Learning from your mistakes is the only way to get ahead in life... u cannot doing well on the past or live in the future.. for the present is the only chance we get to live our lives........ peace all <(")