Monday, October 24, 2011

Letting u fly is the hardest thing 4 me...


ASSALAMUALAIKUM..
Now, once again.. I look back at my past relationships to remember the gud times n the bad times n remind myself of the lessons they have taught me... I wasn’t doing much at the time, and when u stumble along something that has been brought to u... u have to deal with it... it felt like it had been written for me... I know it wasn’t (I’m not crazy) but it did speak to me on a very personal level given the recent circumstances... I’ve been doing a whole lot better.. but the heart takes it’s time to heal.....


“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul….
And you learn that love does not mean leaning….
And that presents are not promises…
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child…
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans…
And futures have a way of falling through.
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns.
So…plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you happiness….
And you learn that you really can endure…
And that you really are strong…
And you really do have worth…
And you learn and you learn, with every goodbye you learn.”

Nobody ever said love was easy.. It takes a lot of effort on both parts to make a relationship work n last... It has a lot of give n take.. It’s not that we didn’t try because I know we did... We just kept coming back to the same place n it was getting us nowhere....

It doesn’t specifically have to be with a relationship.. friendships can also be count... Friends can always let you down as much n sometimes even more than a lover... You never expect a friend to let you down.. but there is one person you never think about letting you down... That person would be yourself.. and this is probably the one that hurts the most of them all... In the end, if you have let yourself down.. you have to get past it n become stronger in the end... Learning from your mistakes is the only way to get ahead in life... u cannot doing well on the past or live in the future.. for the present is the only chance we get to live our lives........ peace all <(")

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

sometimes the past haunted us...

sometimes diri kita ni xdpt nk kawal certain things... our life is made with many option that we have to choose..  at that time we have to choose walaupown that choice its not worth at all.. for me...i made that wrong step... i made wrong step from the start... erm.. apepown tjadi...ni jew yg tbaik utk aku... kwn2 tbaik akn kekal tbaik..kekal slamenye... aku pilih kwn lebihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dr cinta.........



Tentang Teman Hati:

BF : Sayang , moto i rosak kt tepi jalan ni.
GF : Yeke? Then how ? U jage diri elok2 k, ade pape kol tau.

Tentang Sahabat:

BF : Bro, moto aku wat hal plak dah.
BFF : Asal bro? Ko katne? Aku gi sane skang.

Thats it. So, sebaik manapun buah hati korang,jangan la korang sisihkan sahabat korang...
peace all!! <(")

Saturday, September 3, 2011

S.E.L.A.M.A.T. H.A.R.I. R.A.Y.A.



selamat hari raye to all my frenz.. maaf zahir n batin...sory kalau ade yg kiman xsempat g beraya..hehehe..maaf d pinta dehhh... anda sume tidak d lupekan ok... may Allah bless we all.. amin :)



<(")

Thursday, August 11, 2011

~formating memories~




in this blog i will share u olls 50% of my life... another 50% it wil remain wif me 4ever....hahaha... ok tajuk post ni maybe mnyedihkan sdikit tp hakikatnye mmg bgitu laa.... kali ni pendek jew post ni.. nk share tp mls nk taip... satu ayat jew utk "awk".... semoga awk bahagia deh dgn org baru... i will not try to catch u anymore... cause my deep wound b4 now turn to a big scars.. from now, i will start deleting all the memory... thaNK YOU... <(")

Monday, July 25, 2011

Opps TERSALAH DUDUK...OMG!!!



Salam n every gudevening... hari ni i isnin... hari yg paling aku xsuke...hr pakaian "keparat".. hehehe...aku ade kls satu jew pkul 10am td.. dgn berat hati dan dgn rase mlsnye aku pegi la kls...(muka ngantok..kemalasan tahap kritikal) dgn rushing la aku pegi kls...mase tu dh hampir kol 10.30 kot..finally smpai la kls...lecturer dah ade..aku pown masuk la ngan kwn2 aku yg lmbat...tgk penuh doh bdk2 ni..dgn slamba tanpa aku tgk org2 aku duduk la tepi org tu yg aku igtkan paih..demnye aku tsilap..upenye org lain..org yg lam blacklist aku.. mase tu aku bru prasan..hehehe.. tu pown sbb ise yg gtaw aku.. "wei kiman! mu duk sbeloh *&^*( tuu.." aku pown cuak..mengom pown ado... ise pown oyak "meh tukar ngan aku"..kih3...aku tukar laa ngan kwn aku tuuu..mase tuu bdk2 bru prasan aku duk ngan si polan ituu.. erm law kira mmg malu r...tsilap org...kuat jugok la budak2 ni gelak... aku xtaw dah nk wat pew.. benda dh jd.. aku juz "senyum xperlu kata apa2"... n td ado luck jugok bab td kls 2hours jd sejam jah...jd kurang la azab aku td..hahaha abes kls aku trus pegi kat kete.... MALU WEEEEEiii!!!..... ase nk tukar muka lain jew...



i'm officially gtaw yg THIS DAY IS THE WORST DAY IN MY LIFE.... esk...luse...tulat....tubeng....minggu dpn...bln dpn.....aku pastikan yg bendo gtu xjd dah.... aku akan guna security alarm atau pown GPS supaye aku xsilap duk lg.....huhuhu.... saje nk berkongsi ngan anda sume... jd kan pengajaran ye kwn2.. DONT SIT NEXT TO YOUR ENEMY COZ 1HOUR LIKE 1YEAR LAM KULIAH TD... heehehe bye2 u olllss.. and have a nice day... :)

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

M.I.A =Missing In Action

Salam.... dh lame xupdate blog... tu pown kalau ade yg prasan..hehehe.. bkn xnk update blog tp kdg2 byk ag benda or hal yg lebih ptg lam idup aku.. parents..sahabat n xd lupekan jugak asgment yg smakin byk tu.. byk molek..haa kan dh tkeluar bahase original..kelate kan..budu kuat sgt..dpt tulis jew..law nk ckp luar tu belit2 la lidah..kekeke..


huuurm.. tetiba hr ni bru ase nk ber-blog balik...bab maybe kat sini kita leh share n luah pew yg ade ni kan? tp kdg2 ade yg private tu xleh nk share coz maybe there have sensitive issues..hahaha  so..for the time being..aku skrg dh final year diploma.. last sem.. hrp2 sumenye ok2 jew.. law ade rezeki dpt smbg deg kat puncak thun depan kan.. skali kot ngan budak tuu.. mcm mane la nk berdepan ngan dia... byk sgt wak silap ngan dia.. tp xpew laa...kena hadapi gak kan... tp aku harap sgt dapat segamat..kekeke... lam utan pown utan laaa... nt leh kwn dgn monyet...beruk..hamster..sugar glider... ???????? ade kew???? :p xde laaa.. 


past is a past n will remain as a past... kalau kita putar balik pun mase tuu lom tentu dpt betulkan balik pew yg dah silap kan? bila sy dh betol2 sbetolnye bru sy usha awok balik deh..deh... :) for the present.. aku ngah cuti mid sem sminggu..dpt la rehat ckit...g kl.. jln2..shopim2.. tgk wayang.. mengisi mase yg ado kan... maybe ptg ni igt nk pegi tgk harry potter yg last tuu.. ramai ckp bez... awk2 sume aku tulis ni campur dialek.. berbilang kaum kan.. jd campur sume.. law ade yg x fhm cube google deh.. k lah... ase cukup la utk hr ni aku menulis... penat nk taip..kekeke kalau la ade yg guna voice command jew..xyoh ler nk kena tulis sgala bagai..hahaha..  dah2...ngarut dh ni... k lah..to my prenz n blogger... epi holiday to all n especially to my self...  if xde yg ganggu aku kat umh sewo aku update lg deh bab kwn2 aku kat umh sewo sume hyper-active...ade yg mude..n ade yg tuo 100 thun...my bez frenz tu!!!.. tata titi tutu..